The Balderdasher

It lasted all of one day, and I was dumb enough to get my hopes up. Who knows what I was thinking. I guess it was just me thinking that last time it didn't work out because of Bronwen's involvement in the whole thing. Guess not though. Whatever. Now I am stuck at auditions, in a shitty ass mood. I was all hyped for this today, and then that crap all happened and now I'm in a fucking shit mood, and I want to go home, and do my homework, and sleep. We have the kids, and I so that'g gonna be fun. Sorry mum that you're reading this and thinking that I'm shitting on the kids being at the house, but I'm in a crap mood, and complaining about anything and everything I can complain about.

Whatever. I'm just upset cause I was starting to like her again, and whatever. It was one day, one kiss a little snuggling and some hand holding. Whatever.

later.

I'm in web design, way ahead of the pack, as usual. I've done all the stuff I need to do, and I'm really bored. There are really annoying freshman boys sitting next to me clapping and calling things gay. It really gets my goat when people say things are gay when they aren't. But whatever, I'm not going to be the one to point out they are not being politically correct and obnoxious. They can deal with a higher up on that. Mr. Doherty is pretty hard core on that.

So yeah, I don't have any fun pictures or anything for you. I am almost done with one of my concentration pieces. I need to finish the body colour part, and then do all the graphite part on the outside of the mirror. If you didn't know what my concentration is, it is self portraits. Narcissistic I know, but whatever. I feel bad when I draw other people and it comes out like shit, so I'll just draw myself and all that jazz.

I was looking for the Duxbury AP Photoblog the other day, but I couldn't find it. Such a fail. But yeah. We have like another ten minutes of me doing absolutely nada.

FMLLLLLLLL.

Well, enjoy my boredom post. =]

oh p.s. 1 DAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The fact that I haven't written a blog in like, a bagillion years.

So yeah, my life. Pretty boring. Drama, drama, drama, drama. Pretty much that's what my life has been lately. That and art art art!

Sooooo drama:

Re-doing the entire archives filing cabinets with my new assistant, Kathleen. So we started, and we are making one single manilla folder per school year, and then one larger folder per nine years. I am also getting a new cabinet!!!!! Yayyyy!!!!!!!! So what elseeeee? Fall fest is going up in a couple of weeks. Auditions for musical are next week! Yay Music Man! I have my cast list in my head, but hey, that won't matter. But yeah, I got my script and my score, and oh my goodness I cannot wait to start that shit uppppp!!!!!!

Art:

I have like six art classes. Well, five, and a web design course. So, AP studio, photo I, 3-D art, ceramics, and creative imaging II. But yeah. I love love love love love photo and ap art. Web design is alright, I know what I'm doing with the stuff that he is teaching us right now. And I don't have the other classes this semester.

Collge:

FML COLLEGE. Castleton is my number one choice. Following that in no order, with the exception of the last one which is my totally last choice. Bennington College, UMASS Amherst, Bridgewater State, and Syracuse. Mum wants me to go to Syracuse cause it's one of the best theatre programs in the east coast. But yeah. I printed out all my applications and next weekend we are filling them all out. Good lord. I still cannot believe that I am almost 18. EIGHT DAYSSSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!! Holy crapola. But yeah. I decided that I want my Consume my wine, consume my mind. tattoo on my left shoulder. And then, my arrows on my writsts. Yeahhhhhuh. Um yeah.

So yeah. Shit I'm almost 18. But yeah. This is pretty muchhhh done. Yeah, enojyyyyyyyy lyk whoa.

The fact that I have my first day of senior year tomorrow. Holy balls. I'm freaking out. SENIOR FREAKING YEAR!!!!!!

Kill me now.

Yeah. Summer work? Hahahaha.
Yeah.

ahhhh the stress.

laterzzzzzzz